honey u need 2 chill

[Ganyu]

That's so grim, I can't even imagine being forced to do something like that for so long :| Is there not even an alternative non-military service? I was born in Cyprus and I know they have one for conscientious objectors, I think they do admin work, but I get the impression that it's quite difficult to get into.

Nope, the government's insistent stance is deterrence and blahblahblah. As long as you are able-bodied (physically and combat fit), you have to participate. Only those with serious medical conditions can be exempted. It's really stressful for me that on some days, I feel myself slowly sinking back into anxiety and depression that I crawled out years ago.

[Daughter of Mew]

Dang, that sucks. It's awful how something as random as where you're born can have such a massive negative impact on your life :|

Do any of you guys have bad stress-related habits? I chew my nails/the skin on my fingers really badly, to the point where they start bleeding. My finger just bled all over my exam notes oops