"Today was a terrible day because..."

[roo]

If this is the same person you were talking with me about before, just know that you're doing nothing wrong. If it's about more than one person, you're still not doing anything wrong. From what you've said, it sounds like you're doing everything right and you want to take back what you said and make it up to this person/people. That shows how much you care about them. It's not your fault that they won't talk to you even after that, and I still think there must be something else going on because it just doesn't make any sense to refuse to talk to someone who really wants to work things out and make it right. I don't know what's going on with this person or people, but I can't see why anyone would refuse to talk to someone just because they made a mistake (that they are sorry for). I don't know the situation, but it seems like there must be something else making them want to act this way, and they're putting the blame on you.

Just know that regardless of what they say or don't say to you, you're not a bad person. I know what it's like to miss someone like that, and if you want to talk to me again just message me. You'll get through this.

its more than one person tbh? ever since i left college all my friends kinda just scooted away which is fair everyone is busy for the summer usually but my friend just got married and i was barred from that b/c one of the girls who went didnt like me and took my spot as maid of honor pretty much. well. more like inserted herself.

and im the only one out of my friends that graduated and its just super lonely. i unno. i miss everyone :') adulthood just kinda slapped me in the face and i dont like it

[Scytherwolf]

its more than one person tbh? ever since i left college all my friends kinda just scooted away which is fair everyone is busy for the summer usually but my friend just got married and i was barred from that b/c one of the girls who went didnt like me and took my spot as maid of honor pretty much. well. more like inserted herself.

and im the only one out of my friends that graduated and its just super lonely. i unno. i miss everyone :') adulthood just kinda slapped me in the face and i dont like it

Wow...that person does not sound much like a 'friend.' One person doesn't like you so they just agree to prevent you from going? That's messed up.

Oh, okay. Yeah, I think that's a pretty common thing a lot of people experience. I've been kind of worried about when I get older and my siblings/friends start getting married/having kids and moving on I guess. I'm not really sure what a solution is. I mean, my solution right now is basically just to draw/write and focus on things I love. But yeah, I definitely understand that.

[roo]

Wow...that person does not sound much like a 'friend.' One person doesn't like you so they just agree to prevent you from going? That's messed up.

Oh, okay. Yeah, I think that's a pretty common thing a lot of people experience. I've been kind of worried about when I get older and my siblings/friends start getting married/having kids and moving on I guess. I'm not really sure what a solution is. I mean, my solution right now is basically just to draw/write and focus on things I love. But yeah, I definitely understand that.

i've pretty much shut myself out from everyone and all i do is draw and sleep u_u i feel that

[Scytherwolf]

i've pretty much shut myself out from everyone and all i do is draw and sleep u_u i feel that

I think you shouldn't shut yourself away from everyone. Try to reach out to people when you can (people who don't treat you badly), and make new friends, even online. That's what I've been trying to do. ^^