Current Emotional Status: So packed down by society that they gave up on waiting and became a female sub-personality that has started sassing me on the fact that I'm not the best on personal upkeep. Or maybe I'm just clinical, but hey, I haven't killed anyone yet, so...

In the meantime, it's an interesting loop. Society says men aren't supposed to have feelings > A man gets fed up and shows feelings > Society makes a big deal out of it > Other, less social men go "I don't want that attention, I'll just not care thank you" > At the same time, by going "ERMAGAWD MEN WITH FEELS" isn't accepting it, it's showing it off as a rare event, which means even though you think you're helping, you're only contributing to how > Society says men aren't supposed to have feelings.

Only way to break that loop is by acting like its a regular thing, and then all the "ERMAGAWD"ers see you like you don't care. You can't win!