Crushes are BAD for me. I try to get rid of them whenever they come up.

It really sucks. I want them to work, but they always end up bad for me no matter what. I'm not really meant for anything related to love, which is unfortunate because I get these feelings a lot. I wish I was meant for it. You have no idea how torturous it is to get this feeling you want to let out, while knowing if you act on it you will be depressed for years to come.