If I'm stressed out I actually am more likely to be creative, but at the price of lost or restless sleeping, upset stomach, and just mal-health in general. Problem is I have my calculus final next week that I need to study for, so that's not happening.
We still have yet to get an official prognosis. I'm getting really worried.
Ugh... calculus again. I'd rather get kicked in the balls every day for a week than take a calculus exam again. o.o
Sometimes these things take time to figure out exactly what's going on. Just hang in there and hope for the best. Still, you're doing pretty well considering how much stressful stuff is being thrown at you...
Well the good news is the final is actually online which means it'll be somewhat easier. Still have to study, of course, but it'll make things a bit simpler.
Yeah, it's... not good news. She's not going to make it. Argh man I just don't know what to think or feel. I just chugged a whole coke and I've calmed down enough that I think I can drive to the hospital in a bit bt it's just... I don't know.
Really? Is it a multiple choice final or something? I remember having something like that for an online statistics course and I felt it was a little easier given you didn't have to show work or any of that stuff. And if you couldn't figure it out, there was still a 20% you might pick the right answer or at least be able to knock off wrong answers to take a guess at what remains.
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Damn, I'm sorry to hear that. :(
I'll be honest, I don't know what to say either. I was hoping for a way more optimistic and positive outcome...
Some of it is. Not all of it though. But the website he is using to administer the test tends to recycle problems a lot. To the point where on the past two tests 90% of the problems I had already worked either the same one already or one almost exactly like it. I presume the final will be similar.
Yeah it's okay. It's her time, I guess. I'm just going to try and keep my head up. It's just hard. Two grandparents gone in less than four months. It's hard.
Thanks. For right now I'm mostly trying to just relax. My parents, specifically my mom, is taking this really hard. My mom has never been the best at handling her emotions when they're at their extremes so I'm just trying to manage mine as I can so I can handle her. Been working on the graphic art entry, making some changes, etc. Working on creative writing. Might do another RP entry (was waiting for Death's Spook but they're not moving it looks like so I'll just make my move I guess).
Being limited to just an iPad right now makes it incredibly hard to get a post in myself. Especially when a page refreshes for "unexpected errors" randomly. So I maaaaaay be able to get (sadly as usual) one post in. Maybe 2 if it's not too late and someone else after me posts. Then again it's been awhile so I gotta see the rules again. I forgot how often you can post. =3. ...luckily my laptop came in yesterday so now I can work on getting it back up and get a good post in.....assuming it works. I'm still hoping beyond anything that my phone is an easy fix and doesn't have to be replaced.....lot of things on there I'll lose forever that couldn't be backed up =(
And I'm so sorry to hear what the news you got back was, Noble. It's hard trying to deal with it sometimes. In cases like this it's always hard to really know what to say. As you said before it must've just been her time. So there's nothing that could be done. If you ever need to talk or need someone supportive to talk to I'm here and I'm sure the others would be more than willing to help you too. So if you feel the need to talk to someone just PM me or something. Whatever it may be you need to talk about. I'll help you however I can.
The time is upon us...
. Pika Pair with the yellow bundle of fluff Chibi Altaria..
Oof yeah I've had that problem before. Your best bet is to type up the Roleplay reply in notes then paste it in.
Thanks. I appreciate that. We're leaving soon to go visit the hospital again.
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