Crushes

[Bulbasaur]

Crushes are BAD for me. I try to get rid of them whenever they come up.

It really sucks. I want them to work, but they always end up bad for me no matter what. I'm not really meant for anything related to love, which is unfortunate because I get these feelings a lot. I wish I was meant for it. You have no idea how torturous it is to get this feeling you want to let out, while knowing if you act on it you will be depressed for years to come.

[Lychee]

Crushes are BAD for me. I try to get rid of them whenever they come up.

It really sucks. I want them to work, but they always end up bad for me no matter what. I'm not really meant for anything related to love, which is unfortunate because I get these feelings a lot. I wish I was meant for it. You have no idea how torturous it is to get this feeling you want to let out, while knowing if you act on it you will be depressed for years to come.

That's awfully self deprecating D:
Everyone deserves love- especially if you feel love a lot!
I dont know your history, but even if you HAVE history, i've seen three couples over 50 get married this year, so I'm sure it'll never be too late for anyone.

Is there a way to change your approach so that you dont end up "depressed for years" if you engage in warm n fuzzy feels?

[Bulbasaur]

That's awfully self deprecating D:
Everyone deserves love- especially if you feel love a lot!
I dont know your history, but even if you HAVE history, i've seen three couples over 50 get married this year, so I'm sure it'll never be too late for anyone.

Is there a way to change your approach so that you dont end up "depressed for years" if you engage in warm n fuzzy feels?

Sorry, I think I confused you a bit.

I didn't mean I don't deserve love; I meant that more like it's unhealthy for me to love.

And by late, I meant I've already been harmed by crushes.

Sorry for the misunderstandings!