Quote Originally Posted by Cleobel View Post
Since last week, I’ve been feeling terrible because one of my friends has a big problem and it’s all my fault. I didn’t intend to cause this problem, I just made a big mistake. I apologised as soon as I could, and I did my best to help him solve the problem, but I couldn’t do much and the problem hasn’t been solved yet (otherwise, I wouldn’t be posting here). My friend said that he is not angry at me, but I still feel very guilty and angry at myself. Even when I play Pokemon, I feel guilty because I think I don’t deserve to do it. I don’t know what you think about it, but maybe my friends (in real life and online) would be happier without me.
GOD the amount of times I have felt exactly what you just described just this semester is astounding. Let me tell you, this isn’t true. You may feel like trash for now but it just get better. I’ve been through so much crap this semester I thought I’d never smile again but then the semester ended and in just three days my emotional state has gotten so much better. There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel even if it doesn’t seem like it.