I don't know why anyone likes me anymore.

Nowadays I don't really have any friends so I'm trying to make some. I think the reason I can't is just cause I come off as a jerk. And I think there's some truth to that.

Life's getting extremely boring. I don't really have fun with things as much anymore. I ate one meal today, and I usually eat more than I should. I think my mental health is deteriorating. And at this point, maybe I deserve it.