Today was a terrible day. I mean the past month has been pretty terrible but today was the worst. 3 of the jobs I had interviews with called me over the past few days and told me they found someone else for the position so I was no longer needed. And then I get a text from my cell carrier because my past due bill is $300 and I'm going to be getting shut off soon. And then I got a letter from the bank saying that my account is very negative (very high triple digits, I'm not giving the exact number)

And it's just really really stressful and I'm freaking the hell out. My insomnia is getting worse and it's harder to sleep each night, the only thing helping me is my good friend Jack Daniels.

This sucks so much and I'm on the verge of actually losing my mind