"Today was a terrible day because..."

[Neo Emolga]

Hello everybody, today was a terrible day for me because I'm increasingly struggling with the English class at college. Today, I was feeling like crying during the English class, so I (silently) told myself not to cry. I don't want to fail that class.

... At least, I managed not to cry in the classroom.

Bleh, yeah, school can do that to you. Maybe email the professor or seek some outside class time with them to see if there are things they can recommend doing to keep on top of everything. A lot of the worrying is because of the fear of not knowing what might be coming next, but if you go to them for help and get some advice as to what you can do to get the best grades you can for the rest of the semester, it will help your confidence and ultimately help you do the best you can do when you're more prepared.