"Today was a terrible day because..."

[Cleobel]

Letting everyone know that the doctor, in fact, did NOT help. He just said the same thing as every other doctor which was to take PPIs for reflux. Great, but I don't even know if what I have is actual reflux cause antacids don't seem to work, and the PPIs I took before gave me even worse problems. He also wouldn't refer me to a gastro when I asked. No bloody doctor will. So tomorrow I am calling my gastro in the city and making an appointment. I don't care if I have to train it and uber it all the way there, I'm getting some help. He may not do anything, though, cause he doesn't like to repeat tests and will probably just put me back on the PPI. In which case I'll also go back to emergency tomorrow morning and demand a referral to another gastro here, which might have a different opinion. Fml my life just keeps getting worse. In the meantime I MAY try the PPIs again for a few days at least, and hope I don't get any rashes, heaviness or hot flushes like last time, and see if they help. But I'm not holding my breath since the antacids clearly don't, which makes me think my problem is actually something else. Or a combination of things. I need so many prayers. ;n;

Poor Gemma. :( I really hope someone will figure it out. Like Sarah, I send you a lot of virtual hugs! You are in my thoughts, but I don't know what kind of prayers you want. Would a prayer to Arceus be okay for you?