Guys. I need a little advice. And maybe it has nothing to do with WAR, maybe it has to do with me just being mentally worn out from having to work so much lately...idk...

I'm pretty sure I'm getting to the point where I'm taking things too seriously / too personally. I do enjoy a little friendly competition, but one problem that I've had for years is that I tend to take things too seriously after a while. I get upset (be it anger or getting depressed or whatever) when I lose.

Yeah, I know that's normal. But the thing that made me realize "I need help" was a Showdown battle I just had for WAR. I just had a few spectators going back and forth rooting their teammate on and that's cool and all but I just snapped and after a while told them to "shut the **** up." I then immediately felt like a horrible person and it's kinda deterred me from battling for the rest of the night. I have no idea what got into me.

But I've been getting a little upset about my URPG losses, too. I feel like people are probably laughing at me even though they aren't. And even if they are I KNOW I shouldn't let it bug me...but I do anyway. :\ Then I feel horrible like I won't win anything in WAR.

Then I get upset at myself for thinking that way to begin with and it's just a vicious cycle.

Yes, I KNOW it's supposed to be for fun and I shouldn't take it seriously etc. Thing is I am anyway and I need advice. I can take criticism pretty well, but when it comes to losing battles...it kinda hurts. More than it's supposed to. I know it sounds stupid but whatever :\