Quote Originally Posted by Rival Max View Post
Thanks man, I dont ever want to feel like GCEA or PXR is something that I have to do. This place is suppose to be a break and help me lighten up and have fun. My life is just zapping inspiration and watching my poor cat in this state is very hard for me. I will have to make a very hard choice soon and I dont know that I will be okay for awhile after that. :/
mhmm. I do agree. It shouldn't feel like something you have to do, but sometimes thoughts on everything just all comes together and can make things hard to focus on and confusing. Especially during a hard time. I'll be honest. As GG started dying out (or slowing down rather) to a standstill. I even started losing inspiration there too over some things happening recently. Watching something like that where you've cared for it for so long like that in such a state is really hard. It's even a tough subject to have to bring up and a harder subject to even discuss with others. As I said, you deserve rest after it all. Don't force yourself to do something you don't feel up to. Take a much needed break. It'd be better to heal than to push yourself and make yourself feel worse. I'm still sorry to hear about that situation. If you need to talk to anyone we will be here for support as will anyone you have close to you I'm sure. Still hoping for the best for the both of you. Again, if you need to just take a break, then by all means, take the time you need.