A XaiakuX Mess of Words.

[XaiakuX]

"Heartbroken"
You broke my heart, and I hate you for that.

-- By XaiakuX

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You broke my heart, and I hate you for that
You tore it from my chest
You stomped on it
It's like you never even cared

I have never been defeated
Love had never beaten me
Until I loved you
Until you defeated me

You broke my heart, and I hate you for that
You think women are the only ones that feel it?
Nah, heartbreak is for everybody
Love is just a game, and you played it dirty

All the years that I listened to your bullsh*t
Every minute that I thought that you were worth it
Every day that I wasted away thinking about us
I look back on all of it in disgust

You broke my heart, and I hate you for that
Ripped it out and used it
Like play-doh or silly putty
But this isn't child's play

This is what we call the real life
Karma is real, and she's a b*tch
I once thought to make you my wife
But the thought now makes me sick

You broke my heart, and I hate you for that
For a year you were my only thought
Where did I go wrong? What do I do without you?
Turns out that I'm an idiot

I don't need you, anymore, I'm free
Free to fly so high into the sky that
If I ever cry again no one will see it
Because the pain will never be that bad

You broke my heart, and I hate you for that
You said you loved me and it feels like
You were lying all that time I wasted on you
Why would anyone do that to someone they loved?

I'm not sorry for this poem
I'm sorry that I ever truly loved you
I'm sorry that I ever opened up
That I ever let you see my demons

You broke my heart, and I hate you for that
When will the hurting stop?
When will it be enough?
What do I do? What do I need to say?

It hurt so much, before, but I'm okay
You never told anyone my secrets
You never revealed the monster
Thank you for that, I mean it

You broke my heart, but I forgive you for that
I forgive you for the pain you caused me
I was so far away but I couldn't see
That it was hurting you just the same

I was ignorant and selfish, but my eyes are open
I see the errors and the problems
There is no way to make it right
You're gone now, but not forgotten

You broke my heart, but that's ancient history
I look at you, now, and I don't feel the hate
I felt it before, it isn't there anymore
I don't care what people think or say

I hope there will come a day where we can
Be friends again, and put the past behind us
Stop the grudges and stop the hatred
Be like Frozen and "Let It Go"

You broke my heart, but I don't care anymore
Bygones are bygones, what are we fighting for?
You want a poem to rhyme, well here I go
This is about to be a Caleb's love life show

It started out like any other silly crush
I think I like you as more than a friend
Your smile, your touch, an intoxicating rush
I swore to God I would love you until the very end

Then came the fighting, then the distance
That's when everything fell apart
When my love and affection met resistance
That's when you broke my heart

So I got mad, I got sad, and I fought you at every turn
I was so lost and entranced in a state of desperation
I did everything I could to fix the bridge that burned
That's when I learned the truth of love and expiration

In my heart, a shadow grew, every part of me hated you
It got stronger every day, I threw it all away
The pain within would not subside
when I lost you, I died inside

What kind of man lets it hit him this hard?
Where did I go wrong to make it fall apart?
I couldn't take it, so I did what I had to do
I let go of everything that kept me tied to you

These days, you're still there, I see you every day
But the hate inside has gone. The pain just went away
I'm safe to say that I'm okay, I hope that you're the same
I'm better, now, and I've learned that people always change

You broke my heart, and I hated you for that
You broke my heart, and I've forgiven you for that
You broke my heart, but I know forever never lasts
You broke my heart, but the past is in the past

Thank you for teaching me these lessons in my life
I will never forget you
Good-bye.