@Suicune's Fire @Comatose

You misunderstand. I am confident in myself which is why I insult myself because I don't care. That is pretty much my way of saying I get it I'm not the sexiest person out there but I sure as Hell don't care if you think so. I'm usually a really positive person, when I'm not at home. What doesn't help me is the fact that my mother insults me 24/7. It's gotten to the point where I can't tell if she's joking or is she is being serious. Either way by insulting myself it allows me to just not react to what she says no matter what she calls me. It's a defense mechanism that I use to protect my confidence not get rid of it.