"Today was a terrible day because..."

[Caunadan]

Hello everybody, I'm not doing very well at the moment. It will be difficult for me until early May because I have to do a big group project for college, with strict rules. My groupmates and I will have to give a written document about it to our teacher in April, and we will have to do an oral presentation of our project on May 2. Group work and oral presentations are very difficult for me, and this project makes me feel very stressed.

Last Monday (February 19), in the afternoon, I was at the group meeting with my groupmates. That meeting took almost 2 hours. There weren't any major problems, but it was still difficult for me.
Today (February 22), the teacher explained the elements she wants to see in the written document. After that, one of my groupmates told me that I shouldn't be stressed because the teacher said : "Don't panic". I answered : "Of course she said that, but she also said a lot of stressful things".

Next Monday (February 26), I will turn 19. I'm not excited at all about my birthday : it will be on a Monday, I will have more classes on that day than on usual Mondays, my only friend from the college won't be able to spend time with me on my birthday, and I will have an oral test in English on that day.

I'm sorry to be annoying. :/

Nah you're not annoying. That does sound really stressful, those kinds of things are difficult for me too so I can get it. I can understand too what it's like to get stressed out by things even when others might not think it's a big deal or will say things like "don't panic". :/ I don't have advice but I hope it all goes smoothly for you in the end. Hope your birthday turns out better than you expect as well